I have a secret to tell you. This is something only you and I know. And it shouldn't come out of the four corners of this blog.
I've been trying to ignore this feeling. I've been trying to hide it. suppress it. pretend it doesn't exist. But then, lately, I've been finding myself day dreaming about it (about him) more often. It's getting pretty abnormal. And I can't hold it in anymore. Somehow, in some way, I have to finally admit it. To myself. To God. To the universe. To you.
This is honestly freaking me out. But, ok, I'll give my heart a chance to fly. to soar. And maybe, just maybe, I'll find myself to where I am supposed to be. I'll find the hands who'd hold this heart forever.
And to tell you, this is not really a secret. I've been bugging my friends about this day in and day out for a long time now. But then it's nice to be out in the open. One step closer to fearlessness.
Whew! There. I guess there's a bit more space for other crazier emotions in my heart now.
P.S. I searched for the word love in Pinterest but all I could see were images of happy couples. So I opted to look for a heart. Just a heart. My heart. Because it is the current state of things. Just me... falling in love. Never mind to whom. :)