I now know how you easily get disappointed with unmet expectations. That you are always hurt when promises are broken, because you always hope people to stand by their word. But then you have to realize that you are not living in a perfect world and that you, yourself, may not do what is expected from you at times. Be a little bit more understanding.
Dear Mocha Frappe and Cinnamon Roll,
Thank you for accompanying me at last night's first attempt to study PM227 for three straight hours. Not only were you delectable to the taste buds but perfect suppressor of sleep-inducing hormones as well (if there exist such things). Expect more late night bondings in the next two and a half years.
Dear Grad school,
I'm starting to doubt my ability to survive computer-assisted and distance learning. I guess I comprehend complex ideas and lessons more when I hear them explained right in front of me. But then there's no backing out and I can't afford to relocate to Los Baños and study MS DevComm with the current state of my finances and life, in general. So, I must persevere.
I'm always right behind you. I am a friend through and through. ♥
I am so sorry for doing the same mistakes over and over. I know I am unworthy of Your love and there are times when I feel like running away from You. Yet, my faith is telling me that Your mercy is new every morning, Your love has no end... And so I thank You at each new day - for as the sun rises, so does my hope for a better me.
~ Nica ~